I hate it, all of it. There is no way to fix that. The more people I meet the more I like animals, I can't understand them, therefore I have no conflict with them. We get along perfectly because there's nothing to fight about.
Men are either unfaithful or keeping something serious from you, they tell you you're beautiful but are hitting on your best friend at the same time. They say things like "i love you", "i want to be with you forever", and "i'll never hurt you" all of which are lies. Complete and utter bullshit lies. The ones that don't say these things are thinking about you naked instead. The second someone prettier walks by they suddenly never really meant any of it. Sadly, every time it happens to me someone uglier had just walked by, most likely completely psychotic too. So i can't help but think "is my personality really that shitty?" That's when I need to just say "I hate you, fuck off." it might solve some of my problems.
Well now that does feel better doesn't it, won't make me stop hating people, but maybe I'll consider keeping a couple around when I destroy the species from anger.
please keep me. i love you.
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